Apologies for the lack of updates again. I had what could be describes as a "very challenging" 2019.

First things first, Happy New Year. May 2020 be all that you wish it to be.

I'm struggling with aligning my beliefs with reality at the moment. I want to believe something is true, even though recent events have lead me to think that maybe this isn't.

I guess this is the internal struggle we all face at some time or another. I just wish I could come to some sort of agreement and move on.

As they do say though, sometimes you just need to get back onto the horse. So that's what I'm planning on doing.